Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Afternoon and Evening of First Day
Throughout the afternoon I did good only water. After work however is a different story...my husband made plans to go out with some of our friends at this really nice steakhouse. Needless to say I was forced to eat. I feel so aweful this morning about the whole episode. I drank 2 Bud Lights, ate 6 small bites of steak, 1 tamale, 1 fried shrimp and aalmost a whole baked potatoe with butter,sour cream, cheese and bacon. I totally lost control. Today I'm going to start back at day one. What's weird though is that when I weighed this morning I weighed 159.2....like 5lbs...how did I manage that? Must have been all waer weight. After we ate we all went bowling for 2 hours. Maybe I burned off a few calories there. Todays going to be better... I'm not going to disappoint myself again!
Monday, July 20, 2009
Day One of Seven
Its 3:15pm and all I've consumed today is 2 cups of black coffee with nutrasweet sweetener in it and 1 bottle of 0 calorie Sobe Life Water. I also took 2 caffeine-free Hydroxycuts this morning then another 2 at around 1:00. So far so good as it seems. I'm really not hungry yet either. I haven't even had to break out the fasting tea. I've smoked a lot of cigarrettes today though. I know I know, its not healthy but neither is fasting to be thin...I don't really care about that right now...just care about being thin. I know I can make it until I get off work. I'm just worried about after I get home when everyone else is eating.
Introduction
After looking at my stats I'm sure you're probably thinking what a fat ass...well truth be told that is quite the case. That is what inspired me to start this blog. There is nothing worse than not being able to talk to anyone about the problems and accomplishments you have while you are fasting or dieting. Most people don't understand fasting for weight loss or extreme calorie restricted diets and certainly not the binge and purge cycle that we've all been through. Just recently I started doing some research on the internet...reading other people's blogs and looking at their sites. I encountered some really nice stuff. I hope to start working on an actual website with blogging, thinspo and tips. iany ideas of other information would be great. Contact me anytime via email at dyingtobethintoday@gmail.com.
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